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I can't wait to leave behind San Diego and finish what I started. My eyes are set on LA, Tokyo, New York, and Europe. I'm so full of maybes and what ifs, I dream and wish, I think of impossibilities and coincidences. If you looked at me physically, I'd blend in with the rest of the world. Emotionally? I don't think so. People say that you don't live your life right if you don't take risks, but I believe I've taken too many. I'm so accustom to being hurt that I can automatically bounce back. I usually lay in bed and write my about me. If I want people to know me, might as well spend some time on it. A lot of people think I'm confused orientation wise, because I don't answer their questions. I just don't want to answer. Sometimes I'll look normal, other times people might look at me funny. But either way I don't care, I enjoy it all. I have morals, and I follow some rules. I'm a sadist by nature, to me pain just makes everything more interesting. I'm bipolar/manic depressive, schizophrenic, and angry. People don't realize what I'm capable of doing, I just hold back (; I can laugh and smile, respond to your questions, and tell jokes. But at the end of the day, I'll still be empty, and won't remember anything. There is someone out there trying to beat me at something they can't win. I'm just that much better.

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